Its been almost 2 months and I am feeling so much better. I still resent the hell of the fact that he is going to walk away with all kinds of money when he has been such a lazy SOB. BUT, I am so glad I don't have to hear the clomp of his fat footsteps climbing to bed. So glad I don't have to have him in my bed. So glad I don't have to eat meals with him. Watch a movie with him. Do anything with him. So so so glad.
I feel lighter. I feel like I am awakening. I even feel a tiny bit sexual. (blush) That feeling has been deader than a doorknob for years. But I realize, its just that I don't want to with him.
Wish me luck.... hope I get out of the marriage without losing a whole ton of money.
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